Tuesday, September 05, 2006

:: you & me ::

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to donothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people
with nothing to donothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive ...

dedicating this song to my beloved :) thank you for everything you've done. you are a great blessing to me.
love you lots.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

:: tattered mind ::

the many seasons of,ones changed path divided
many yearnings, many woes
yet the nimble touch heals all

myopic -

a moment under the star-torn night
bridging souls; change of destiny, a twist of fate

above words, more than thought
the evening breeze fills life with,
she from the Stars, descending ...

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

:: blessed ::

been lagging behind with my updates of things happening in my life :P *thousand apologies to the godfather*

- prac with the band! can't wait for the
big day :D need to brush up more on the lyrics and volume ...
- end of night shifting! now life's back to normal again after a month of nightwalking and
depression from all of the lack of sleep. thank god for coffee and neslo
- life's been good ... happy :) thank you for everything ...
- 2 weeks learning a lot of different stuff i never learnt b4 :P < tie saree>
- self-discovery ...
- V! great movie. shall grab the comic soon from jw ...
- rachel's tears; trying to revive my reading habit that wuz lost when i came to MMU ...
- been feeling dazed and blurrish and like a dori~~ camne la mau cure my forgetfulness XD heidi
cakap coz i never sleep .. all my braincells died *tsk tsk*
- moo-moo
- makan gang revived :P
- to know that im not alone :) and none of us are ...
- to love is to give ... unconditionally :D

am feeling blessed, then and now :)

Saturday, March 11, 2006

:: what we are made of ::

in time i will show you i’m not leaving
that i will wait right here for your love
God knows what we are made of
God knows what we are afraid of
and if you cry i will comfort you

i will save you
i’d sacrifice my life
i will love you for who you are, not who you used to be

in time i will show you i’m still believing
God knows that if you crawl i will come to you

i will save you
i’d sacrifice my life
i will love you for who you are, not who you used to be

no matter where you are i’ll be with you
no matter who you are i'll wait for you
no matter where you are i’ll protect you
no matter who you are i will love you

- scott mallone -

Thursday, March 09, 2006

:: iam.fizzled ::

just what i'm feeling for the past few days ...
not sure what's causing it too ...

bad stomach, no more nasi lemak XD
*went toilet for the umpteen time already*

guess i'm still quite affected by things happening around me ...
trying not to think too much about what others may
think about my actions and just do the right thing :)
*god help me*

wish that there is some reset button or time machine to go back
into time - to last week i guess ... past 2 days is way diff than
that =/ why things don't last when you wanted em to? i just wish
i knew whats going on ... hmm. can somebody tell me?

still waiting for tasks ... lepaking around from the time after some
gig @ campus till now lol ... started work late around 12-ish but
wuz happy coz it's been a while i get to watch bands perform. wtg amplify :)
* screw the comm for cuttting u guys short :P * prolly coz you guys were
too good compared to the other bands ... mereka jeles ~~ XD

babble babble ... insufficient sleep making me feeling depressed. sorry
if i hadn't been me for a while =( its just a phase for another week and
i'll return normal :D

need to prepare self for ee band prac . god restore my voice so that i may
use it to glorify you ... lyrics kept slipping off me >.<

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

:: r.i.p : a tribute to LoSe®™ ::


a tribute to one of our greatest gamer friend
who departed the arena of heroes on 03.03.06
may you be remembered always as our superplayer
=P
*welcomes the rebirth of a new winner*

Saturday, March 04, 2006

:: hippo hands ::

*smiles*

:: finito : the finale ::

crystal waves, shattered stills ...
the unspoken awaken, made known its existance ...
the untimely rules, as it made its course once again ...
tearing apart reality that's in its way ...
a touch of agony pathed in its trail ...

beautiful as it can be, death leads its way ...
a prowess rein subduing many ...
i gaze upon it and hear her whispers in my head ...
come ... come ...

lifeforce drawn, the queen of despair feeds ...
i lay still as she consumes ...
bliss ... contemplate as she devours
i'm finally arriving to my promised Utopia ...
drifting in the great scarlet river ...
the wails of the fallen ringing in my ears ...
greeting me as i'm received ...